{♥} World of illusions {♥}

Bdae:)

2009-08-21T15:13:00.004+08:00

OMG!!! Guess wat?!
This princess is gonna like turn 14 in say, 5 more dayz!
Yeah! at last i'd be like a yr older :) hahas..
yup, it's true when ur happy tt ur turnin a yr older wen ur younger,
but when eu grow oldewr ur like, ...." oh man, i'm a yr older"
hahas, eu usually stress at the older part, but hey,
age is part of ur life eu noe ;)
LOL!
Duh?! ok i'm like talkin crap...
hahas, i've no idea wat ta write bout.
Oh, i noe!!
Ok i was like 2 wks ago, my fwend Fazilla, bought this small cake for Faidz, Abelaine and ME! it was soo sweet of her ya?
She said tt she wanted to celebrate her fwendz bdae's together, coz the 3 of our bdae's are like in the month of ya, august:)
It was a chocolate cake wif 3 choco hearts and 3 strawberries:)
NO body had ever done tt for me except for my family of course...
I was really glad tt i've a fwend like her..
Soo... i planned to treat her to New Moon as her bdae's juz around the corner of the movie..
yup.. nothing much to say la.. Duh!!! I'm no pro writer eu noe?
Oh yeah! i joined the St Rita's wardens society in church, it's kinda exciting and also scary at times,... I've to get used to it.. Nt used to walkin in front of many ppl, except for when takin attendence in the sch parade square during morning assembly..hahas, sweet chairperson huh.
Yeah tt's all for today peeps:) Gt NP tmr and yeah....

♣ CHRISTMAS ♣

2008-12-25T16:36:00.003+08:00

♥MERRY CHRISTMAS !!!♥

Hey!! It's Christmas..

The day our savior Jesus Christ came into earth..

Christmas is not all bout presents you noe??

It's bout love and sharing.

Love is to love our family fwendz, neighbours and Christ our lord.

We are to see christ through our parents , fwendz etc..

Sharing is to share wat you have in and wif you.

Sharing ur Knowledge, things, love ..

Christmas is not the celebration of Jesus born

as a baby, but Jesus being born in our hearts again, as a man..

Christmas also bring ppl together as a family,

tt's why we have gatherings..And i went for 1 todady :)

I went to my Aunt's place for lunch.

Before tt i went for morning Christmas eucharistic celebration.

I wore a purple dress, my mum wore a purple sari, my dad

wore a purple shirt wif a purple tie, my two sis wore pink dresses.

After mass we took taxi to Sembawang to moi aunties place.

We had lunch, chat and a few minutes later a few of my other realetives

came .. They took a few pictures, i din..I'm not a picture type

of person..

Bla Bla Bla...............................

Then we left home..

Now tired la!!!

So ya i've gotta go now..

Last but not least ,......

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO YOU ALL !!!

{♥} Battery off {♥}

2008-12-23T15:09:00.002+08:00

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Today i did alot of work...
Seriously!!!
i wiped the hall fan and dining area fan.
I vacumed and moped the hall and dining area.
Wrapped presents..
Vacumed my room.
Rearranged furniture....
mmmmm....
Did the dishes , made lunch for sis..
Well tt's all i think..
Alexandria invited me for a study session
wif Jean , Novin and Julius..
I wanted to go but...
I had a lot of work to do at home,
so i couldn't ...
Well Christmas is juz around the corner,
Juz 1 more day!!!
Humps.....
There's still soo much to do..
Gtg...:)

{♥} Why?! {♥}

2008-12-23T14:33:00.003+08:00

Why???!!!

Wait a sec! Let me write bout yesterdays Confession in church
before i go all gloomy and emo....

Yesterday.....
there was a reconciliation service in Church at 8pm.
I was in church like say 7, reason being, my parents are
warden's so they need to be there early for briefing
and stuff..
Ya so i hanged around the crying baby room for a while,
soon got board so though to walk around, so i went to the
coffee corner, there i saw Francesca, Marilyn and Satamp..
Talked to them for a while then passed them the
invitation for moi xmas gathering...
Tt's when Clarisson walked in, i din say HI , i din even act like
i CARED!!! How could i ?! WAIT A SEC !!!
I writing bout recon service not bout clarisson....Will come to tt
later..
mmmm......
Then i went to auditorium to assemble and reflect before going
for confession..
I was reflecting when i got a glimpse of Jean.
She came and sat beside me, we talked..
Then we decided to go for confession, but....
Too many ppl so we went to seat again, at the back this time.
We talked , till it was our turn.
Priscilla and Jeremiah were behind us in the
Q, we were chatting and Jean was laughing away
for a odd reason, seeing her laugh made us laugh too..
The nex thing i noe we are laughing for no reason..
K, we were done wif laughing.
we were directed by the wardens to the priest tt we
were suppose to go and confess.
I was thinking hard to confess all my sins...
Hope i did....
after confession i went to do my penance..
I prayed , askin forgiveness from Lord for my sins
and for making a mistake in my past relationship..
Well tt was all for confession...

NOW ....time for the "HOW?!" question..

I was giving invitations for Marilyn, Francesca and satamp right..
Clarisson("brother") walked in right??
I ignored him right??
Tt was totally abnormal and stupid of me right???
NOW comes the WOW.
i can't believe i ignored my "brother"
Why do i ever get the wrong feelings for my "brother"?!
Naturally seeing him cause my tears to run which is
hard to control.
Clarisson has a nice smile, caring heart..
Humps......
I've got to correct my mistakes and get back to reality..
Illusions are juz for emo days but not for everyday..
I've made mistakes bout me bout my friends bout Clarisson...
I've got to change...
NOW why i hate RELATIONSHIPS!!!!
Relationships dun mean a thing...
LOVE kills and soothes...
But it killed me ....
He stalked a knife through my heart now it's bleeding..
Will it ever stop???
Will my tears end??
Will my scar heal???
Will my broken heart ever get fixed????
Soo many questions still unanswered...
Now i juz pray for my answers...
I'm sorry.....

{♥}Wat a Day!{♥}

2008-12-21T20:19:00.001+08:00

Today was such a tiring day..

I helped my mum clean the kitchen!!

WOW it was a hastle.

We needed to wash the kitchen and Balcony.

We needed to clear the cupboards,

Wipe the chimmy, the stove and etc.

I i helped my mum to wipe the

stove and chimmy and cupboards while

she washed the kitchen and balcony floor.

Seriously it was really dirty.

Though i had alot of fun.

Oh ya, I got my contacts yesterday.

Clear ones, xmas and new yr's eve ball is coming,

Dun wanna wear spects wif a dress..

I look diff though.

I ;prefer myself in spects but....

my aunt and mum say tt i look better in contacts,

dunno, i need to get used to it first..

Well i'm quite busy ,so ......tt's all for now :)♥

{♥}Time flies!!{♥}

2008-12-19T13:26:00.002+08:00

Hey sry for like not posting for like foreva!!
I was lately busy wif church and some other stuff.
Christmas is coming soon, WOW time flies!!
So lately i've been going through many many ups
and downs....
Well some are juz bitter and some are sweet.
I'll go wif sweet...
I've been taking ballroom dancing in church to
spend my holidays.
I have learn't the Waltz, Salsa, Jive & Chacha.
My dance partner is Joel.
Wat i can say bout him?? Many things of course!!
1) Kind
2) Has a great smile
3) Takes it slow on me when i'm Not quite sure of certain steps
4)Patient
Joel is a good dancer i'll say.
Dancing is like soo stress free !!!

Bitter is always hard!!
I got in a relationship.
I was like sooo dun wanna a relationship when tis guy asked
me!
I accepted him,WOW tt was my MISTAKE!!!
he was kind and nice toward me but then broke moi heart saying
tt his mum knew bout us and crap..
So ya, tt ended..
I knew tt was a lie!
Well i'm quite pissed off wif guys! (CERTAIN guys)
So i'll juz concentrate wif my studies first and
then maybe get to noe a good guy as a fwend and then
go on wif rest crap..

I've gotta say, I'll spend say most of my time dancing.
This new yr , my church is havin a BALL!
Joel and i are like soo going.
My fwendz Bernice Alica Jean Deshalynn and Alexandria
are also coming wif their partner's!
How SWEET can the ending and starting of a yr get?!
I'm wearing a black dress.
This will be the first time tt i'm wearing
a dress for a celebration..
so ya, I've got to go now, ....

{♥}Yesterday{♥}

2008-11-19T15:11:00.002+08:00

I'm supposed to write this yesterday...
But, was too tired to do so.
Yesterday i went to Borders in the afternoon
wif Alexandria ['sis'].
I went to buy Eclipse and breaking dawn.
The series of Twilight.
I'm like half way Eclipse.
The book rox man!!!
After borders we went for lunch at Taka.
Days not over yet....
Alex and i went to church around 3.
We were there to do painting for Advent preparation
for kids..It was fun painting..
I dirtied my black skinnies;)
Although it was fun painting, we were painting at the church car park
in the sun from 4pm to like 7pm ....
By then my knees totally hurt by the crawling..
We went for dinner together, i reached home like around
9++.
I was already exhausted..
Tt's when he called me to ask wat i did for the day..
It was caring and sweet of him.
Tt was when i remembered the news by Jasmine tt class
outing was postponed to nex wk cause
teacher is like not free on tt day.I dun feel
like going anymore...
Lost like my interest..My mum is like soo angry
wif me for like not spending time wif family and stuff.
She says tt i'm spending too much time in church and
wif fwendz.
I juz dun noe how to make her understand..
I love going to church and spending time wif my family & fwendz.
I feel like i'm like spending equal time..
It's not like my fault tt i dun have time
to spend wif my family.
It's juz tt i'm occupied wif other stuff..
Say Church Fwendz and others..
I juz pray tt i will find a way to make
her understand me..Life can be bitter and sweet.
It's juz bout the ingredients tt you put in...

{♥} My Name {♥}

2008-11-14T15:16:00.001+08:00

What Maralene Means

You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.

You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.

You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.

You have the classic “Type A” personality.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.

You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.

You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.

You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.

Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.

You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.

At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.

You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.

You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

{♥}Reading?!{♥}

2008-11-14T14:54:00.002+08:00

I woke up today morning...
Is tt wat everone do???
i did my morning chores and sent my
younger sister to school.
[ din feel like eating]
Came home and me mum was like talking
to me bout my future and bout the prices
of houses and jobs....
Uff.....
Then i went to my room,
sat at my favourite corner at the end
of the room and read my book [new moon].
My mum says tt i'm soo reserved when
i take a special interest ina book.
I normally dun like reading,...I hate reading,
Till my 'sis' Alexandria told me bout the book
tt she was reading..
I took interest in reading..
The books were mostly bout vampires, bloodsuckers,
and such..
But it's a really nice story.
The story is a continuation of 4 books.
I'm reading my 2nd book now.
Still bout a hundred pages [or less] to read.
I thought of going to borders again nex
wk to buy the last 2 books, before my
Church camp..
Ah......Twilight is coming,
Falls on the 18 of December.
Planning to go and watch wif my fwendz..
Hope tt tickets won't run out quick
like the HSM3 movie..
Gtg...

{♥} Quiz.....{♥}

2008-11-13T12:19:00.002+08:00

Well my fwend Syafaie asked me to do this
quiz thingy from his blog..
Soo here are my answers.Before tt.
(Rules are in red, questions are in italic)

Rule #1- Ppl hu have been tagged must write their answers
on their blog and replace any questions tt they dislike wif a new
question formulated by themselves.

Rule#2- Tag 5 ppl to do this quiz and those hu are tagged cannot
refuse. These ppl muz state hu they were tagged by and cannot tag the person
whom they were tagged by continuing this game by sending to other ppl.

1. Do u have secrets?- Yes i do, i prefer them to be personal.

2. Would u fall in love wif a guy younger than u?-I dun think soo.

3. Do u enjoy going to sch?-I love going to sch,it's better than sitting at home .

4. Wat would u do wif a billion dollars?-Wow! I would like to donate some
to orphanages, and maybe go oversea's say Paris?!

5. Will u fall in love wif ur bez fwend?-Nah i dun think soo..

6. Which is more blessed loving someone, or being loved by someone?-Being loved..

7. List out ur 15 favourite songs.

-Can i have this dance
-Walk away
-When i grow up
-Burnin' up
-Is it you
-Right here right now
-When you look me in the eyes
-Disturbia
-Hot n Cold
-Crush
-Pushin' me away
-Hold on
-Complicated
-Unfaithful
-Everyday

8. If the person u secretly liked is already attached wat would u do?- I'll juz pray tt they'll be happy.

9. Is there anything tt has made u extreamly happy?- Erm...Not a particular thing, even small things
make me happy:)

10. Wat makes u angry?- I'll get angry when a trusted person talks bad bout me or others behind my
back.

11.How would u see urself in 10 yr's?-Well i'll be 23..May be juz finished studying,or continuing
studying.

12. Hu is currently the most importent ppl to u?- My family, fwendz and a secret person.shh....

13. Wat is most important thing in life?- Trust in ur self & others.

14. Single or Attached?-Single, exprienced love before and it juz hurt...So not for now.

15. Wat is ur favourite colour?- Blue,Black & Purple.

16. Would u give all in a relationship?- Yes, dun wanna hurt his feelings..

17. If u fall in love wif two ppl simultaneously, hu would u pick?- The one hu has a caring & loving heart.

18. Would u forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing person has done ?-
I guess i would..., I mean it's not like tt person did it on purpose.

19. Wat do u really want now?- Dun have a particular thing in mind..

20. 5 ppl i have tagged-
-Bryan Chan
-Debbie
-Bernice
-Dashylnn
-Alicia.

{♥} Orchard {♥}

2008-11-10T18:42:00.002+08:00

Today, i woke up at 8++..
Did my morning chores and collected the
dried laundry.
I later bath and got ready to go out.
I and my fwend Alexandria
went to orchard, Boarders to buy books.
I bought the twilight sequel new moon.
Alexandria is a great fwend a.k.a "sister".
We share the same likes and dislikes..
We went round Boarders looking at different
types of books..
The place is juz like heaven..
Books there range to soo many
different genres..
from action, mystery, horror to romance..
Wonderland...!!
Then after tt we went to
Takasimaya.
We went to the basement to eat lunch.
After lunch we
walked around , window shopping!!
Through tt window shopping thing
we got to noe tt we had the most same taste
in clothes..
It was a wonderfull day despite
the rain..
Orchard was crowded though..
Xmas decorations were like alredy up
and stalls had their sales...
Well after looking around we took the mrt
and went back home..
Like ya.. Wat else would we be
doing???...

{♥} Art Gallery! {♥}

2008-11-07T14:34:00.016+08:00

I was wondering sitting down wat to do..

Soo i thought of show casing my art pieces..

They've got value u noe??..

So if you like it juz tag me claming

tt u would like to buy it.{juz kidding bout the

prices and buying stuff;)}

1) Line pattern designing..

2)Final line pattern drawing, wif colouring.

3)Pattern Drawing.This is quite lame...

4)Singapore Stamps....

5)3-D drawing of my pencil case.

6)Flower wif highlights..Ps:does not look like a

flower to me..

7)Black on White.Fruits drawn wif charcole.

8)White on Black.Fruits drawn wif chalk.This

art piece is not tt clear.sry.

9)Abstract Art..

10)Chinese new yr red packet designing.

Tt's all...

{♥} Drowned in Tears {♥}

2008-11-06T16:04:00.002+08:00

I really dunno wat to do..
I'm at home juz like wat i wished for.
It was true to be carefull of wat i wish for tt
i might juz get it..
I ain't complaining bout tis situation..
I wanted to have things on my way [which is not possible]
Like: Get the chance to be alone at home
and have things to my own. Tt i can listen to music
as lound and as much as i want etc..I also made
a mistake to have my way in friendship.
It took 1 guy to make mi realize tt
i'm 'shelfish' and most of the time
wanting things in my way which is
like soo not giving ppl privacy!
He's nice enough to tell mi the truth tt
he's been havin in his mind for me to realize my
mistakes.Could you be right??
I dunno if he's true bout tt.
Maybe , maybe not.
Wat if he's right?!
Can i get out of it?
I want to do wat is right, i want to be
myself & also delight my fwendz
at the same time.
Is it possible?
Should i try to be juz hu i am?
Could he be right bout mi?!
ah!!! I dun wanna talk bout it..
Why are we fighting?
Fine be it tt it's my fault..
I'm sorry.
I dun wan to lose a fwend hu i've grown up wif
me since nursery..
Even though we noe nothing bout each other..
Odd though..Wat gives it dosen't matter..
Juz make mi feel right..

{♥} Can't take it no more! {♥}

2008-11-04T15:02:00.003+08:00

i can't take it no more!
i thought he was same as before..
I thought tt he was the same as wat i have known
him before..
I told him tt it would be the bez if we
stayed away even as fwendz..
He was the one hu said he din
want tt...
I don't want it too but wat am i
to do??
At times his words show saddness,
at times it shows anger,love, care
and mostly difience..
Wat am i too do?
Avoide him?
Tell him tt i can't keep up wif him
anymore?
Why does he not realize tt he's
hurting me in his words?
His words of care are also hurting..
Why?!Why?!Why?!
I juz dunno how to express my feelings and
thoughts to him..
This time is the last time i will ever beg you to stay.
Cause i dun want to see you and me going on separate
ways.But..Ur already on ur way..
Ur words are left behind like burnt marks..
They won't vanish till they are treated....
I talk to many guys .. They either show me anger
most of the time or Friendliness .But..
You show me both at the same time.
If this guy was to hate me he would totally hate me
but...you hate me at times and touch mi wif ur soothing
words at times..Which is you?
Which is the one i noe?
Are you the ever once the guy hu i knew?!
Are you the ever the sweetest person?!
Why am i confusing my mind wif reality and illusions?!
Why am i thinking this way?
No! What makes me think this way?
Is it you?
Is it ur words?
Is it the memories u left lingering in my mind?
I dunno wat to do..
I noe tt you'll read this and i hope
tt i have made you understand wat
my thoughts are..
I can't take it no more...

{♥} 30 questions?!{♥}

2008-11-03T19:00:00.005+08:00

Hey...
Dunno wat to do soo..
Here are 30 questions asked and answered...
(1)How old will you be in 2009?
-14
(2)Would you date somebody 3 yrs older then you?
-depends.
(3)Do you prefer one true ♥ or short relationships?
-One true love.
(4)When was the last time you cried?
-Yesterday night.
(5)Whats ur relationship wif the last person you texted?
-Fwend
(6)Wat did you do today?
-Shop, sing, eat , blog☺
(7)Hu do you really want to see now?
-Adss-iians
(8)Have you ever kissed a guy?
-Nope;)
(9)Hu's ur last miss call?
-Alexandria
(10)What do you really want now, honestly?!
-Soothing words of care
20 more to go ;)
(11)What was ur first thought when you woke up?
-Muz i really wake up
(12)Do you love someone?
-Can't tell..
(13)What does ur last sms read?
-i'll try k.
(14)Do you sing when ur bathing?
-ya.
(15)Do you talk when ur sleepling?
-Dun think soo..'(._.)'
(16)Ur first contact name in ur hp?
-Abelaine
(17)Do you think ur a good person?
-I guess soo..
(18)The closest guy in ur life?
-Dun have one every1 is close ;)
(19)The sweetest person in ur life?
-Not tt sure.
(20)One word to discribe ur life now?
-Rough....
1o more to go ...
(21)Languages ur able to speak?
-English,Tamil and Malay[slowly learning,still in process]
(22)Last person u screwed?
-Mum
(23)Where do you wish to work?
-Under Police i guess ;)
(24)Would you date someone younger then you?
-Nope
(25)What are you specially good at ?
-Not tt sure.
(26)Ur favourite song?
-Pushin' me away[Jonas Brothers]
(27)How different are you from other girls?
-erm...The way i dress[i guess]
(28)The way you dress?
-Casual[ t-shirt and jeans]
(29)Do you like heels?
-NO WAY!! I prefer shoes ;)
(30)Bad point of ur self?
-Tend to get angry very fast.
X♥X♥X♥X♥X♥THE ENDX♥X♥X♥X♥X
Want to noe more juz ask mi at
moi tag box.Cheers :)

{♥}TwiLight{♥}

2008-10-30T14:10:00.003+08:00

wow......

Life is soo interesting...

Well not tt intersting.

I'm soo confused, my class outing is not planned

yet . And i'm having major major problems wif my fwend ISAAC!!

Arg!! i totally hate this guy man...

My heart is full of hatred for him man...

I juz hope there is somewhere in this world i can go

and relax....

Oh..1E4 pls decide

one date for our outing..

Many ppl are confused , and Nicole(Chen Ting)

is like soo eager to go..

Better not dissapoint her;)

Well remember the TwiLight book tt

i bought?

I juz ♥ the book.

I'm like soo addicted to it..

It's bout a pair of star-crossed lovers

whose forbidden relationship ripens against

the backdrop of small-town suspicion and

a mysterious coven of vampires.

This is a love story with a bite.....

Maralene signing off.....

{♥}My Mum & I{♥}

2008-10-28T16:12:00.003+08:00

Today my sisters went to school as they are

in primary school..

So i and my mum went to

Marsling to buy paint to paint the house.

Then we came back, placed the paint at

home and went to CauseWayPoint for lunch.

After lunch we went shopping:)

Wow!!

I bought for me soo much of stuff:)

My mum is soo ♥ing

She bought soo much for me

All she wants is to me to be happy

And tt's wat i want too,

for her to be happy.☺

I bought for my self a sch bag($39)

A story book TwiLight($14)

A purse($7)

Blue headphones to match moi ipod($20)

Ahh!!!!High School Musical3 Sound Track($20).

I was like sooooo happy..

LOL!

I live a happy life, and no guy is

going to ruine it..

Haha..

I'm serious,..Maybe ..

I'll have one a few yr's around later;)

"I JUZ WANNA BE WIF YOU"!!!

LALALALAAAA!!!

♥MARALENE♥

{♥}Yesterday{♥}

2008-10-25T12:45:00.001+08:00

Hi! Yesterday was a wonderfull day..
I went to watch High School Musical 3 Senior Year ..
Not alone of course..
I went wif my bez fwend Alexandria.
We went to buy tickets for the 12:55 movie but,
they were sold out,so we had to buy the 1:55 movie.
There were only 3 front row seats available..
Uff...
so went to have lunch first.
We had our lunch at pastamania:)yummmm....
The movie was fabulus(in sharpay's way);)
So , have you watched it yet ??
Huh? not yet ? wat ur waiting for?..
Well after the movie i went back home..
My family and i went to lot 1 for dinner.
There i saw my history teacher Mr Ho.
But he din see me..
Well tt's all i have to say .& enjoy ur holidays:)

{♥}Bored{♥}

2008-10-22T16:08:00.000+08:00

I'm in school now havin moi ICT

lesson..Done my assignment already..

Dunno wat to do so, I'm here.

Bored man! It's fun though ..

Mmmmm........

Do i have to say anything to you'll??

Oh ya.....

You guys noe tt Halloween is coming right?

I'm planning to go Trick or Treat wif my church

fwendz..Muz ask my mum though ..

Any way i dun noe wat costume to wear..

So guys...You wanna come?

simple juz tag me or sms me...

{ open to only ppl hu i noe, sry}

Can't wait man!

School is like gonna close on friday.

Ah!! I 'm going HSM3 wif moi bez fwend on the 23/10

So eager man...Well tt's all for now☺

{♥}Yay!!{♥}

2008-10-22T14:59:00.000+08:00

YAY!
Guess wat ppl!
I remembered my password..HaHa..
I thought tt i had changed my password but i
actually did not..
Sha..I'm like soo forgetful;)
So......now i can now blog as usual.
Ppl hu have been askin me to update can now
hear me ...;)

{♥}OMG?!{♥}

2008-07-27T16:53:00.000+08:00

OMG much today! actually yesterday.

Was not abel to post yesterday so I'm posting today bought yesterday.

Yesterday was a Saturday....Wat am i talkin bout?! of course it was Saturday.

As usual i was having my Np training in the morning.The total strenght tt day was

84! Big number right? We were all broken in to 4 groups to practice for our first class

drill badge in full uniform. We were practicing in the parade square when i all of a

sudden fainted!Dunno why . Maybe it was becoz i din eat dinner the day before yesterday

and becoz i din eat breakfast yesterday. But i usually dun eat breakfast in the morning

before going for Np, Guess wat?Our group had a 5 minutes break juz a few minutes after i

fainted. And my squad mates hu are my close fwendz (dun wanna mention their names)

din even come and ask me if i was all right..SAD'(._.)' but wat was nice and sweet was

my Chinese Np fwendz came and asked mi if i was alright and asked mi to rest and take

care.I thank them alot including my cadet inspectors hu took care of mi.

They asked mi not to worry and asked mi to rest and then join in the squad once

i was feeling better. So i joined back the squad once i well, still practising drills ..

For a while later i fainted again , my body felt icy cold in the inside and my lips were pale.

So many things happened..Then i din take any chances , i could not take it anymore

i din join the squad back again i was too weak . Then they all changed in to their pt kit

(pe t-shirt wif track pants and school shoes) so i went to change too , then it was time

to play!! No choice i din wanna be left out so i played also.Bla bla bla.............

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aH....religious class time, the only time i get to see moi crush.

I saw him he gave mi the hiding smile , flattering he actually smiled at me!

I can't believe tt i'm soo totally into him.

Then when he was talking wif his fwendz i so called noticed him stealing a look or

2 from me. When he walked pass me to got to class , he looked at me wif a side look

wif his eyes (of course , cause it would be funny if he looked at mi wif his nose)

and i dunno why on cheese cakes i looked away from his eyes...Ah soo sweet , sad tt those

beautiful eyes dun belong to mi ....I wan them..Lets juz wait to see if he says anything.

How did i get here i turned around and there you were , i didn't think twice or rationalize

Cuz somehow i knew.That there was more than juz chemistry I mean i knew you were

kind of into me , But i figured it's too good to be true . Thought the chances to meet

somebody like him were a million to one . I can't believe it , his one in a million!!

for moi crush hu kills me little by little by his smiles:

If we were a movie , you'd be the right guy , and i'd be the bez fwend

tt you'd fall in love wif , in the end we'd be laughing watching the sunset,

fade to black , show the names and play the happy song .......

i soo ♥ him!!

♥MARALENE♥

{♥}7 things{♥}

2008-07-25T20:22:00.000+08:00

I probably should'nt say this but at times i get so scared.

When i think about the previous , relationship we shared.

It was awesome but we lost it it's not possible for me not to care.

And now we're standing in the rain and nothings ever going to change until you hear,

My dear.

The 7 things i hate bout you.

Oh you!!

Ur vain, ur games, you're insecure, you love me you like her ,

you make me laugh you make me cry .

I don't know which side to buy.

Ur fwendz they're jerks .

When you act like them you noe it hurts .

I wanna be wif the one i noe.

And the 7th thing I hate bout you......

You make me love you.

It's awkward and it's silent as i wait for you to say,

what i need to hear now is your sincere apology.

When you mean it i believe it,

when you text it i'll delete it.

Lets make it clear i'm not coming back ur taking 7 steps here.

And compared to all the great things that would take too long to write.

I probably should mention the 7 that i like.

The 7 things i like bout you.

Ur hair, ur eyes, ur old levis ,

When we kiss i'm hypnotized.

You make me laugh you make me cry,

but i guess that's both i'll have to buy.

I wanna be with the one i noe.

And the 7th thing i like the most that you do,

you make me love you.♥

{♥}Should i forget him?!{♥}

2008-07-25T18:42:00.000+08:00

well after all this days here i am....

Well moi ex says tt he really wans to be moi fwend or even more!!

Wat am i to say?

I could have said " R U NUTS! u left mi all alone

cause u di have time and happines to spend wif mi

and now u wan mi back?!"

But i did not....i juz din noe wat to say so i juz said

"it's ok i'm fine , we'll be fwendz for noe or even more

in FUTURE [if we had one] so fwensdz for now"

Is tt not the eva lamest thing i had eva said to a guy???

OMG

{now i'm not talkin bout moi ex , below is bout moi secret crush}

[i'm tellin cause some ppl get the wrong picture]

i wanted him soo badly but juz keep loosing the

chances i get to be wif him..

I think twice and again should i keep trin

or ...should i totally forget bout him?He's

not the only guy left in the world but he makes mi feel special

I think i really need him,

Well lets not talk bout him for once ,....{but i can't,will try}

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Today moi form teacher said tt he would

not be teaching us any moree!!!!He is going on

a long term medical leave. He is using tt time to

take medication as his health is very bad...

Will be missing his teachings and mozly the fun times

we had together as a class....

Tomorrow got a long day ahead !

I'm getting moi second badge which is the crime prevention

badge.Muz bring full u . So i sat down to polish my boots

first i polished it wif kiwi then i used the liquid kiwi..

Shhh! We are NOT supposed to use liquid kiwi to polish our

boots. But no choice i can't make my boots shine till i can eventually see my face...

{♥}Racial Harmony Day in school{♥}

2008-07-18T13:55:00.000+08:00

Wow yesterday was a tireing and fantastic day.

My school celebrated racial harmony day.

I wore a traditional indian costume a long skirt wif a

blouse.It was red and black in colour.I was wearing this silver

high heeled shoe, honestly tt was the first time i wore a high hill,

it was quite hard at first but then i got used to it.

When i reached school i went to the General Office as usuall

and collected the class key and class management file , the attenden

there said tt i looked beautiful.I was like ,,dunno lah!

Then i went up to class and i say Glen a student from 1e2 , and he

said tt i looked gorgeous! OMG ! He was the only person hu said tt to

me,i was flattered.Well school went on as usual at the end of school

my co- form teacher (Miss Chitra) took photoes wif us and later tt our ex

math teacher(Miss Liyana) took pictures wif us.It was an enjoyable day

But it quite a sad thing tt our sch does not have be ur self day or

else it would be more fun..

Got to go now so Bye.

♥maralene

{♥}My heart sank{♥}

2008-07-16T16:42:00.000+08:00

Why?!I loved him soo much and now i realize tt
i'm not the one in his heart....I wanted him soo badly
he juz can't get out of my head..I cry when ever i pour my
thoughts out to my fwend bout him.His smile is soo soothing
his touch is soo loving, but sad to say those dun belong to mi..

The first time eva i saw ur face
I thought the sun rose in ur eyes
and the moon and the stars were the
gifts you gave
to the dark and empty skies
And the first time ever i kisssed ur mouth
i felt the earth move in my hands
like the trembling heart of a captive bird
that muz stay at my command my love
And the first time eva i lay with you
i felt ur heart soo close to mine
and i knew our joy would fill the earth
and last and last and last
'Til the end of time my love'

i dun noe why i feel like this but i really wan u!
Pls noe my heart, my love for you will never end..............
♥maralene

{♥}Wat a day !{♥}

2008-07-12T20:30:00.000+08:00

Today's day soo tireing , well is tt not bout growin up ???
Woke up 6.30 in the morning , did morning chores, got ready
for NPCC training .Today CIP ! Well when reach sch we fall in,
take attendence , fill up 1.5l water bottle , etc,..
Then we are to break up in to groups of 4 , with the mixture
of girl , boy and race .
Well i teamed up wif mi class buddies , Syafaie , Afiq and Amshah .
Amshah is from the nex class. We were given our respective area
to do our work . WORK ?! Wat work?? Collecting newspapper .
We were given blk 788C and 788D . We went to blk 788D 1st.
Wow soo many newspapers ! I got carry also u noe ,, Strong mah !!
HA ha !! juz kidding , but the part tt i carried is true .
After NP i went to MAC near my sch wif my fwendz Fazilla and Toffa.
After lunch rush back home bath and get ready to go religious class.
Before class my fwend Bernice was Tellin mi tt her ex slapped her face
today . I was like ya ya ,,, cause i muz let her noe tt i'm listening ...After
tt reach home around 7..Wa soo tired.Every sat got to rush here and there !
Well yet i still enjoy it ;)
{♥}maralene

{♥}Sick a day{♥}

2008-07-11T20:17:00.000+08:00

Oh mi gosh today such a bad day !

Woke up 6.30am to go sch , LATE !!!!!

After bath wiping face , i looked into the mirror

"oh no!!" my right eye is swallon big and it hurts .

Never go sch ...Wat to do early morning ? Can't sleep

alredy , so i go wash dishes , sweep the hall, dining area,

my room and hall way.{good gal}then sit down flipping through

sony magazine then hungry , so go eat breakfast "oreo".

Then i do art and craft sun and moon...WAA soo nice u noe ..

Then watch tv , soo bored now i noe how bored to stay at

home and never go to sch .

Then sit on net serf youtube , bla bla bla etc.

Then during the eveing around 4++ i got SORE throat

so painful and i sound soo bad . May be becoz of too much of singing or

may be too much of chocolate. Dunno?! Now feeling slight feverish ..

Ah tomorrow got NPCC training at 8.30am. CIP hours muz go..

Well tt's all for today .

♥maralene♥

Why tt feeling?!

2008-07-07T15:40:00.001+08:00

WHAT HAPPENED YESTERDAY???

Yesterday was such a tireing day.

Woke up ten in the morning then do wat ??

Brush teeth and stuff la!!

Eat alreadly read bible in rush write notes ,

for wat?? Bible quiz ! Ah !!!! never study finish

My group pro o 1st round in religious class , won 1st place

2nd round compete against all secondary levels , won 1st again

3rd round compete wif parishners ! waa , they are like soo smart

adults U noe!!! But......We won 1st again , $200 !! we shared among us

Bernice,Alexandria,Dashlynn,Xiles and ME! each got $40 NTUC voucher.

Wat can i do!! Buy chocolate for $40 ?! Crazy ??

So we decided to get cash in change wif our parents

Hey tt's not wat i'm talkin bout now!

During the third round we were waiting for the other

sec 1 team as the quiz was goin to start .

I had no choice i need to call them !!

Both guys juz fwendz but felt shy to call .

Nigel and Nicholas ..

NICHOLAS!

My ex crush , nice guy ..

Understands ppl very well , once i tried to look

in to his eyes and tell him tt i liked him but...

when i went to him i din even have the gut to look at him !!

Now we are like close fwendz .

NIGEL!

He's known to mi by Nicholas ,

He's NIcholas bez fwend ,

Now he is mine too!

He's a guy hu really understands mi ,

He told mi watz good and bad...

Tried talkin to nigel in the phone was hard as i

had not talked to him face to face for

long...

I miss both of them ,Not talkin , not seeing each other,

Not contacting each other!

Hard but i'm leaving wif it!

They will alwayz be the bez fwendz of minei noe it!!

♥maralene

Him ? Now i'm lonely ...

2008-06-19T15:47:00.000+08:00

See tis! i'm broken hearted ...the poem i felt

bout him is true , but looks like i got no chances!

Yesterday i found out the truth he likes another girl...

I wanted to be wif him badly well looks like he juz not the one.

But i really wanted him !!!No point of crying ..May be juz not mi

time ..But i noe he'll be mine ! i've got faith & i won't give up on him

like i did before ! I WON'T ...Well now i'm lonely and soo lonely ...

♥maralene

Ur name , mi love poem ...

2008-06-12T20:52:00.000+08:00

I saw tis in mi fwendz blog so i thought of posting it ..

Does ur name suit u ?

A:Very very easy to fall in love w/h .

B:Single.

C:Hot.

D:Never let ppl to tell u wat to do.

E:Hot.

F:Have strong hands.

G:Has a smile to die for .

H:Has a smile to die for .

I:Beautiful/Handsome.

J:Very good shagger.

K:Makes ppl laugh .

L:Love is.

M:Very Very hot.

N:Has one of the bez personalities.

O:Popular w/h all sorts of ppl.

P:An animal lover.

Q:Ugly.

R:Very good kisser.

S:Has very beautiful eyes.

T:Is bangable ?

U:Judgemental.

V:Yucks.

W:Loves it.

X:Great kisser.

Y:Is really adorable.

Z:Is easy to fall in love w/h .

Mine?!

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M:Very very hot.

A:Very very easy to fall in love w/h .

R:Very good kisser.

A:Very very easy to fall in love w/h.

L:Love is.

E:Hot

N:Has one of the bez personalities.

E:Hot

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mi thoughts for mi secret crush ....

shh,dun tell him if u noe hu it is ..

u make mi feel warm when ur near mi

& make mi stumble to ask u ..

the words i like to say to u is

stuck at my throat being hard to

say or swallow ...oh i juz want to

be wif u tt's all...but i'm afraid tt

all u think bout mi is as juz a fwend...

so now i'm shying away and juz looking

at u from a corner ..oh i wish tt u will get

to noe soon and be all mine. ...i noe u will be

♥maralene

Mi little quiz thingy..

2008-06-06T18:04:00.000+08:00

1)Hu was the last person hu called u ? relationship wif him/her ?

ans: Sarah , fwend

2)Hu captured ur mind moz of the time ?

ans: Bez fwend , isaac

3)Wat would u do if u hav a crush on a guy ?

ans: Well mozly stand a side and admire him , shy ..

4)Wat is the moz memorable thing in ur life ?

ans: Smsing mi fwend Nigel for long..☺

5)The last time u ever cried? Why?

ans: may be a wk ago , thinking bout mi past life wif mi bf ....

6)Personal feeling bout emo ppl?

ans: They are not so bad , u noe ther juz emo tt's all.

7) Would u take back ur ex again ?

ans: Depends , muz look at situation

8) If u were given a chance to meet a famous star/band hu would it be ?

ans: The Jonas Brothers , they juz rock !

9) Have u eva fought wif ur bez fwend?

ans: many times but we r still fwendz ♥

10) Have u eva liked a guy wenur attatched ?

ans: NO, like the way i was ....

Hey juz doing wat i'm suppose to do ..u can try tis Q , juz

type the Q no. at mi tag box wif ur ans ...thx

Maralene signing off .....

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2008-06-06T16:05:00.000+08:00

Wat a day ....
i got to do posters for mi church
feast day ...Soo many! i still got
around 12 more to go ..
well goos thing tt Bernice is helping too..
Got to do finish all by mon.
got meeting also on mon at
church , 8pm so tiring ...

2008-04-05T11:30:00.000+08:00

Hey you noe something , nothing is bigger in life then fwend ship.
Dun u all agreee ?? Hu helps u collect ur hw wen ur not in sch ?Hu helps u
wif something wen u dun noe ?Hu helps u wen u feel down ?
Hu helps u wen u got a major problem .. Ur FWENDZ of course !!!
and god has given me plenty of them , i would like to show my
appriciaion of them being around for me ..
THX ALOT GUYS !!